I still think about you every day, and wonder what you would have made of what's going on at the moment - I think there would have been a lot of swearing, and nothing would have stopped you going out for your cigarettes! I can't bear to think what it would have been like if it had happened four years ago, not being able to visit you would have been unbearable, and every day I think of people in that situation now. But fortunately we're all well and doing OK. xxx <3